togobefastguy's 94 honda prelude

i grew up going to church every now and again with my dad. when i was four mom and dad got a divorice. and me and mom moved to ohio were her family was. dad when to church some for a while and then all the time. mom knows a bout God but doesnt belive. so i was neve exposed to God except for when i went to my dads in west virginia. gota love the hills! but i didn't like going to church. but looking back that is were i first experianced the Holy Spirit. one wedsday night at church we were singing a hyme and every one was getting in to it, one of the pastors was runing aroung the church singing and prasing God.it was awesome! other that that i don't remember any thing about church. in sixth or seventh grade my friend asked me to go to church with him and his family. i started going and that is when i frist said the sinners prayer. i said it every time they would say it in church. but i acted one way in church but as soon as it was over i was back to all of my badness. from fifth grade on my and this kid shawn hated each other and stuff. in sevth grade i met curtis my best friend to this very day. because of curtis me and shawn became friends. shawn when to church be cause he had to. but he asked curt to go and curt liked it and then i started going there. we became the three musketters. curt shawn and i. i was still the same way acted one way at church and then back to the same old. but i started going to retreats and thing like that. and i would try to become Christ like by stopping the bad thing i was doing. then i was at the point that the main bad thing that i was doing was listen ing to secular music agian and then my life went down hill. i met beth with in a week we were going out. with in two months i lost my virginity. about 6 months i lost feeling for beth but i thought that my feelings might change. they didn't during the hole time i was dating beth i hated every one. they were telling me that she wasnt good for me. i was a big boy i can make my own decisions. but by the time 9 months came around i couldnt take it any more i had to get out. we broke up and she went phcyo. i told thati wanted to be left alone and she came over and broke in to my house cause i was pretending that i was asleep. as well as other things. after beth i dated another chick and she started getting in to drinking and mary jane. i was like screw that and got out. this was during the late spring and in the fall i when to aquire the fire. and made a comit ment to not date for a hole year and grow closer to God. it has been almost a year. i love being single. i have growen so much this year. spiritually. i learned so much from my experiance with beth. and im still learning from it and it has been a year and a half a go. but n e way this has been long testimony. so if you have any questions you can email me any time to find out more. peace and God bless